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Hey, Just throwing in my update for today at the end of the day a little past 6:00. I am so grateful that today I was well enough to stay out of bed ALL day! Hooray! I did some work figuring out recording and straightening out financial paperwork. Paperwork suuuuuuuuuuuucks! Not my department, but if I keep struggling through, I hope it will get easier and make more sense. I also had to get paperwork to get my food stamps. ughhhh I so badly want to be like past the 4-7 years I hear it takes to start a business to where you are actually making money, Unfortunately, it doesn’t work that way so, for now, I am so grateful the woman who answered my e-mail for help and called! She was so nice and actually took some time to explain some things to me that no one had before as well as kindly calling me back every time my phone dropped the call. Yes, so if you try to call me, my phone isn’t working well and I am working on fixing it but until then I appreciate patience! After her call I had to work on my financial records for the last six months for work which I needed to do for work anyways. Part way through I lost some important stuff and got triggered and lost track of time fighting the freak out and my therapist texted me because I was a couple min late for our appointment. So I hopped on there and said “Thanks for the text! nice timing! I am on the precipice of a melt down!” She helped my calm my nervous system and talk things out! I love my therapist! After therapy I was able to finish the paperwork I needed to send in and spent some more time matching receipts with statements. It’s getting there but I am done done, done, done for today! I hope tomorrow I feel good enough to work all day again! Bye! -CKC P.S. still haven’t found the important stuff I lost lol…but I am not freaking out about it anymore, at least right now. lol.